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[23 Oct 2004|03:13pm] |
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Greenday - Boulevard of broken dreams |
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through the fish eyed lens of tear stained eyes
i can barely define the shape of this moment in time
and far from flying high in clear blue skies
i'm spiralling down to the hole in the ground where i hide
if you negotiate the minefield in the drive
and beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes
and if you make it past the shotgun in the hall
dial the combination. open the priesthole
and if i'm in i'll tell you what's behind the wall
there's a kid who had a big hallucination
making love to girls in magazines
he wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith
could anybody love him
or is it just a crazy dream
and if i show you my dark side
will you still hold me tonight
and if i open my heart to you
and show you my weak side
what would you do
would you sell your story to rolling stone
would you take the children away
and leave me alone
and smile in reassurance
as you whisper down the phone
would you send me packing
or would you take me home
thought i oughta bare my naked feelings
thought i oughta tear the curtain down
i held the blade in trembling hands
prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
i never had the nerve to make the final cut
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| Goodbye Everyone |
[23 Jun 2004|10:36pm] |
I'm leaving pasadena tommarow.
Heres a poem about memories. my gift from me.
We all sucumb to the will of things.
Sorrow for life, swallowing pride, borrowing time.
All for naught against the pain death brings.
The silence of screams, perchance to dream of days gone by.
Will my Camera-eye. . . live on.
Will it die. . . so soon.
Will it live to tell the feature of this egotistic
creature.
To taunt in flames. . . Passions names.
To blare the time my heart was at my side.
Will you be there when my life is bought.
By the one who knows what's right from wrong
Mental fantasys pleaz god don't you leave.... me
Cuts and lines, Screams and crys, Fall and rise.
Fall and Rise.
My memmories remember the look in your eyes
Emoting skies.
Glowing in content then Flowing in resent.
Will my Camera-eye. . . live on.
Will it die. . . so soon.
Will it live to tell the feature of this egotistic
creature.
To taunt in flames. . . Passions names.
To blare the time my heart was at my side.
What i've come to realize, that the world seen through
these eyes,
Won't be seen by man kind, once i finnaly shut these
blinds.
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| Zoom Zoom |
[20 May 2004|08:24pm] |
The bullets fly, zoom zoom
They wiz by, zoom zoom
One more time, zoom zoom
Take my life, zoom zoom
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[10 Feb 2004|01:42pm] |
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It's time to die.
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(Sex me Up)
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| couple 1 liners |
[07 Feb 2004|10:59pm] |
Sin is kin when Angels were mangled and Devils are heros.
Lonely nights - endless fights - softest bites - quiet all rights -
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(Sex me Up)
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| Camera - Eye |
[07 Feb 2004|10:28pm] |
We all sucumb to the will of things.
Sorrow for life, swallowing pride, borrowing time.
All for naught against the pain death brings.
The silence of screams, perchance to dream of days gone by.
Will my Camera-eye. . . live on.
Will it die. . . so soon.
Will it live to tell the feature of this egotistic creature.
To taunt in flames. . . Passions names.
To blare the time my heart was at my side.
Will you be there when my life is bought.
By the one who knows what's right from wrong
Mental fantasys pleaz god don't you leave.... me
Cuts and lines, Screams and crys, Fall and rise.
Fall and Rise.
My memmories remember the look in your eyes Emoting skies.
Glowing in content then Flowing in resent.
Will my Camera-eye. . . live on.
Will it die. . . so soon.
Will it live to tell the feature of this egotistic creature.
To taunt in flames. . . Passions names.
To blare the time my heart was at my side.
What i've come to realize, that the world seen through these eyes,
Won't be seen by man kind, once i finnaly shut these blinds.
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(Sex me Up)
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| StarGazing |
[02 Feb 2004|11:59pm] |
StarGazing
When I look up at the tiny giants nothing seams to stay.
All the feelings trapped inside vanish quick as pain.
That feeling as a child, running in the rain.
That feeling as a child, finally let free to play.
While woe and sorrow follow one step behind and ahead.
Facing backwards, Forwards as well.
To see where you're going. See where you've been.
A pure tear. Shed, Fell, Again..
I wish upon stars and I wish upon heaven. I call upon God to answer me.
I hope upon Love and I hope upon you. I hope for this world to transend.
I'm wondering what your answer will be.
When I bring this drama to an end.
~Just a lil poem I just wrote~
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[02 Feb 2004|09:01pm] |
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Yea, so anyway. I'm not telling anybody ANYTHING anymore. Fuck you all. that's so fucked up. You're Lucky i'm much more trustworthy than you all. Sooooo lucky. Goddamn.
OUT!!
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| :tear: |
[02 Feb 2004|08:08pm] |
Remeber what I said not to long ago? Where one thing would ruin an entire day? Yea, Fuck this. And it's not the rain that has me down.
I'm gonna update with a couple songs on this thing too. bear with me.
"A Goodnight's Sleep"
a better slumber
was in your arms
spent tangled up in you
a sudden mourning
crashed in the room
with an uninvited sudden change in you
what can i say
where's that girl from last night
whos slept on that side
and looks just like you too
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away, a silent pain, screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake that you dont wake up as broken as i am
for the lack of better
words to say
all i said was goodnight
once again
in self defense i wont sleep a wink
to prevent dreaming of you
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away, a silent pain, screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake that you dont wake up as broken as i am
sleep in your own bed
tonight
i know someday you will wake up as lonely as i am
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away, a silent pain, screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake that you dont wake up as broken as i am
sleep in your own bed tonight
i that some day you will wake up as lonely as i am
cause fate works both ways
cause fate works both ways
cause fate works both ways
sleep in your own bed
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Bound to say something, eyes closed,
It's cold, and I'm home
I feel like nothing again,
Pretending not to care, but I care,
And I care, don't say another word
Our time was worthless, but I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
Held each other, held hands,
Held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to show
Just what I've been going through,
More nights of hugging my pillow, oh
Replaying memories
Sing this song for me;
Tell me how you'll never leave my side
And I'll meet you around 7,
And I miss you already, goodbye to you.
Time was worthless, but I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
Held each other, held hands,
held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to show
Sing this song for me;
tell me how you'll never leave my side
And I'll meet you around 7,
and I miss you already, goodbye to you.
And I tried so hard,
And I've done my part,
And not to mention most of all of yours
Try and feel,
Try and listen,
Try and think of what you're missing,
Try to look into my eyes.
TRY
Goodbye
Sing this song for me;
Tell me how you'll never leave my side
And I'll meet you around 7,
And I miss you already, goodbye to you.
Last goodbye I'll ever say to you.
You'll never leave my side.
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| My Subject!! Mother fucker! |
[28 Jan 2004|12:48pm] |
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Limp bizkit - behind blue eyes |
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Some people just don't get it. Others understand, but choose not to accept it. Few Understand it and accept it. 2 Know it.
Anyway, if you can figure what that is about and who and whatnot, kudos.
Anyway on to the Entry I suppose. I've succesfully Aced 4/6 finals so far. So i'm happy about that. 3 100% 1 ?% (I know it's an A however.)
So Booyah to that! ! ! the other 2 aren't really finals anyway, one is a powerpoint project, and the other is a Music peice I have to play for Mr. Miller. Whatever to that, i'll ace that one too. Even if I haven't so much as looked at the peice yet, and the test is tommarow. I'm a great sight reader and it shouldn't be a problem.
Yay for finals! = Gradesavers!
I've been in a really weird mood recently. Maybe its not a mood but a mindset. It seems that if One thing bothers me enough in a day, say something happens to upset me - which happens everyday - It basically ruins my mood for the remainder of the day. It really sucks, but I can't really help feeling that way... it just is the way it is right now i guess.
I'm not really in the best of moods right now either, couple people I care about have called me a liar today, or yesterday. That's not really fun, because I try not to lie when I don't have to. And Never in a relationship :-/ (Anymore)
-sigh- Oh well..
Carpe Diem - Starting to believe this after looking back on missed chances, and forgotten time.
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| 3 songs. |
[26 Jan 2004|09:57pm] |
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Stagga lee - Rock ya body (Mic check 1, 2.) |
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3 songs that represent me.
Trapt - Still frame
The Early November - Every night's another story
The Appleseed Cast - Stars
-no comment-
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[25 Jan 2004|05:10pm] |
The King or Queen
Lets face it, you dont want to work, and you probly
dont have a job. Like a king or queen, you
just want to sit on your throne all day
depending on everyone else to give you rides or
pay your bills. Youa re kind of lazy, but your
if you get a job in what you are passionate
about, no one will stop you. You would be good
at foriegn language, art, music, or computers.
You want someoen you can posess and you yourself
want to be posessed by them. You want your
most loyal subject to admire you and be totally
fascinated and awe by you. Your dream man
would be Aragon from Lord of the Rings, and
Ethan from Survivor. Your dream woman would be
Cher from Clueless or Mary Jane Watson from
Spiderman. You would want someone who would
make you look good.
You most likely are a Pisces, Taurus, or Virgo. You
most likely enjoy collecting wierd stuff and
traveling-anything that doesnt involve work,
probably video games too. You most likely
enjoy watching medieval or fantasy themed
films. You are dating someone who is very
beautiful and popular.
You would be good friends with Villians and other
Kings. You would date a Star, Social Butterfly,
or Villian. You would not get along with
leaders or Dieties.
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